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* Thursday, September 30, 2004 *


english?was interestingly okie..hahas...but i stupidly didnt have enough time for the second compo..or letter or wadeva...and my summary!!aiyoyoyo...why always overshot one?!hahas...oh wells...wanna be a nerd!!!hahas..that way i will get good grades like wad the hell!!!hoho...life has been dead-like...the situation hasnt improved one bit from wad i have witnessed these few days..hurts like hell but i cant really do anything if thats the way its gonna be and the way its wanted to be...hope for the best..but wont let it get me down...not like sooo many other things arent alrdy doing that....shant say much bout it though...
EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMINGGGGG!!!actually they are like alrdy here..hahas..but just english...i wanna go shopping so badly!!hahas..but must study like shit first...woohooo...dunno since when i became so enthu bout all my subjects and actually wanna study...hahahas...nevertheless...i actually like studying now!hehees...shall try to stop using lahs lors and all those thingys...hahas....must be all englishy and profound...wahaha...wad crap was that?hahas...
u wont believe who is taking part in the talentime competition for our class...hahahas..even i couldnt believe it!!!hahaha...i think its gonna be like a really funny show man...either that or it'll be boring...oh wells...hopefully surprising!!!hoho...
cant wait to go for it!!!!hopefully its live...hehehe...cant WAIT!!!it'll be a first and it better not be disappointing....woohooo!!!hmm...who should i get to go with me?besidese rena and dawn...not even sure how many can go...hopefully 4 or 5?heheheee....yayee!!!
i lurveeeee AMERICA"S NEXT TOP MODEL!!!loved the first season...love this season toooo!!!!wahahahas....daydreaming....wouldnt it be sooo darn cool to be a model?hahas...okie...daydreaming too far away man....*slaps hard*....embarrassing lahs...shall zip it...tight...real tight...keep this rubbish to my lonely self..wahas...
goodbye world-=)

baby angels sit on fluffy white clouds~*smiles*

iloveyou||5:45 PM

* Saturday, September 25, 2004 *


WHOA!!!my blog is like collecting dust alrdy...hahas...oh wells...
i thought it was over alrdy..but apparently it isnt..dunno wad to do..so i guess it'll juzt stay like that?hmmm...hope it gets better soon though..as usual...me always the one hoping...not knowing whether others hope for the same...always the one being hated...the one people get angry at...kinda ridiculous...even my bloody brothers scold me...wad the fuck...im that useless and that pathetic...perfect...just perfect...im the most imperfect piece of crap that ever existed on this god given planet...
dun wan it to be like poof!gone..juz like that...after this long?strange...strange looks...strange feeling...strange everything..everything is turned upside down inside out....juz coz of that?kinda absurd...oh wells....shan't dwell on it...
had imt on thursday...gosh...i thought it was practice first then the real thing...but it WASNT!i think alot of ppl thought it was practice oso...i mean...hello?!no sign that it was the real thing!they even let ppl try again and again..so it seemed even more like a practice...hais...2 leh...2!!!!argh...pathetic pathetic pathetic!!!argh..angry with myself...i should juz slap myself silly now..hahas...
exams are coming!!!wanna study freaking hard like a bloody nerd which my stupidified friends call me.hahas.rubbish.
goodbye world-


baby angels sit on fluffy white clouds~*smiles*

iloveyou||4:02 PM

* Friday, September 10, 2004 *


hellooo world!!!hahas...feeling hyper?maybe...anyways...lemme see wad has happened in the past few days...

wednesday
IFC test!!!wheee...hahas...quite fun....first we did camoflaging which was damn itchy to do!!!hahas...i think i did okie except i kept moving cause i was like collecting leaves to cover my boots and i couldnt hear the ncos say time's up!!!hahas...so they saw..if not it would have been better...hahas...oh wells..then did the GIRL thingy...dunno wad its called...hahas...i didnt noe wad to say!well..i knew wad to say but the ncos wanted smthn different then i said 90degrees and i didnt noe where to move by saying that..so ya..screwed up..hahas...then did erm...dunno wad its called...the one where u order the enemy around..hahas...oh my god..when i prone down and look down at the grass...i saw this big fat whitish yellowish WORM!!!sooo disgusting!!!soo ewwww!!!bleagh..gross... xp...field signals was okie...i knew all the signals..but the crawling was like shit...i forgot almost the most important stuff!like not to hold the rifle by the magazine...and to like put the butt of the rifle between ur thighs....i like so failed...thank god can retake the test...if not im as good as dead...and sgt xiwen keep asking me to stop being blur??hahas..oh wells...pretty screwed up lah the test...dunno lah..juz hope i pass?hahas...

thursday
had tuition in the morning...then in the afternoon mum took half day leave and we went to parkway to shop...though didnt get to buy any clothes for myself =(...bro bought shoes though...oh wells...bought my pens..lotsa them..hehes...some colourful socks too!hahas...i want a new pencil case..hahas..hope shuwei can help me buy it...wheeee....im so crappy..this post is so colourful..hahas...going crazy?probably...

today!friday!
had tuition in the morning again...MATHS tuition...although not my favourite subject yet...im starting to like it..hahas..thats good..maybe coz now i actually understand what im doing..hahas...wheee!!!i like maths i like maths i like maths!and im gonna work hard and do well for end of year!!!yipee!!hahas...oh wells...going off to EAT!!!as usual..hahas..hungry hungry..

TTFN..tata for now!=)

baby angels sit on fluffy white clouds~*smiles*

iloveyou||1:42 PM

* Tuesday, September 07, 2004 *


hellooos everyone!!!im dying of boredom!!!hahas...its the skool holidays alrdy but its damn boring being stuck at home...someone come tok to meee!!!now!!!hahas..seriously bored...oh wells...on saturday mum's friend's birthday..had steamboat..nice...then sunday went for tennis..which i felt really awkward at...felt pretty miserable...didnt even have the mood to play..not when things are like that...went to the toilet quite a few times for i dunno wad the hell...juz wanted to get out of there coz it juz felt so...painful...yeah..i think thats the word...felt really weird there...sorta out of place...hope this thing works out...or maybe its juz wishful thinking on my part...sigh...but it really sucks...dunno how to fix it...anyways...been really boring at home...all i do is watch tv...go online...eat...sleep..hahas..thats bout it...BORED...

i wanna change my template!!!this one is getting boring and too pink for my mood...hahas..and i wanna change the address too...but so troublesome leh...RENAAAA!!!u r supposed to help meee!!!hahas...oh wells....maybe i should get down to working on my template..but its so complicating lahs....hais...shall try..hahas...ttfn..tatafornow~=)

baby angels sit on fluffy white clouds~*smiles*

iloveyou||1:46 PM

* Friday, September 03, 2004 *


had to stay back in skool for ifc training today..fun fun...camouflaging is itchy buisness though..hahas...everyone felt itchy everywhere after doing it...tuti looked so cute with all those leaves in her cap...and learnt field signals...i think they are cute...hahas...reaction to enemy's fire is tiring in a way...and crawling is PAINFUL i tell u...i got bruises on my hands alrdy..hahas....gotta finish my home econs project if not im as dead as dead can be...kind of a boring day...slacked alot...i mean after all..it is the LAST day of skool for this term...wahahas..oh wells..what am i so happy bout...not as if i can go out anywhere or anything...hahas...i shall force my mum to bring me to town to shop!!!yay...but dunn if she can or will...bored bored now...doing the stupid home econs thingy...oh yes!i got back my bloody report book...its one of the most disgusting sights i've ever seen...three marks underlined...argh!!!juz hate the sight of it...dun even wanna touch it now...must work damn damn hard for end of years...as in really really damn hard...i dun care..i wanna get all As...if that is even possible..i noe it is sort of impossible...but i must try!!!dun care..must get straight As...must must must!i juz cant stand my CA3 marks!!!i hate it hate it hate it!!!shall work hard work hard work hard!!!i guess thats all for now....hehes...

baby angels sit on fluffy white clouds~*smiles*

iloveyou||8:05 PM

* Tuesday, August 31, 2004 *


so now im a bitch...i did something that i didnt even noe i did...does tt make sense?doesnt matter anyway..nth does...i've noticed it for quite a long time alrdy..but i only got to noe the real reason today...dun noe much but its enough to realise i made a huge mistake without even realising...i dun even noe wad i did wrong till a few minutes ago...to find out stabs me smack-center in the heart...so now these kind of things come in buy 1 get 1?perfect...juz great...now im hated...juz wad i needed after everything...hais..oh wells..really hope things will get settled but somehow when speech is not involved..its not that simple...but it really sucks!!!i want everything back to normal!!!i want to be able to look and smile=)..not glance and turn away when i get scared to look...i want to be able to tok as per normal...i dun wanna walk past as if i dun see...i dun want things like that!!!argh....fucking frustrated by this now...oh wells...this seriously sucks...i dun want things like this!!!and like as if this wasnt enough...so much more happened before it led to this...

saturday..as in last saturday...had orienteering...woohoo!got full marks together with samantha and nowrin...at least there's something to be happy about...then after that went to parkway with the same ppl...got home late...got a blood big scolding...sucks big time..at nite..kena scolding again...and a whacking too...nice big blue blacks...aint it juz wonderful...crap...bloody hell cried my eyes out...then to sleep...haha...

then the next day...sunday..i wasnt allowed go to tennis...i mean thats juz so argh...stay at home the whole day sulking and doing nth...

whole week at skool was okie..kinda boring...had practice for danceathon a lot of times...friday went to rena's house to practice and tried to come up with some moves..hahas...was fun...but damn tiring...
put your hands in the air if u feel right!!!
come on everybody say nah nah nah nah nah...
shake it up now!shake it up now!

oh and danceathon!!wheee!!!today was teachers' day celebrations...had aces day workout first...then had danceathon...quite nice watching all the dances...some were..erm..funny..hahas...2/4 won third!!!woohoo!!!hahas...at least we got something...was shivering on stage...hahas...went back to kcp after skool...mrs ng is pregnant!!!saw alot of ex classmates...miss them lots...hais...then came home...found out some stuff i dun wanna..oh wells...thats all...

baby angels sit on fluffy white clouds~*smiles*

iloveyou||7:40 PM

* Tuesday, August 10, 2004 *


hey there!celebrated my mum's birthday the day before,the day before..nice food...loved the mushroom soup!!!soooo tasty!!hahas...and the steak was great...quite alot of ppl came my house..then the day before was her birthday...hehes...papa got her a nice nice watch..hahas..then lemme see..yesterday was national day...nth much...nth much happened in the pass few days...

TODAY!!!went to tm!!!with daphne melanie their mum and my mum..oh and my little bro..hahas...went to pizza hut to eat..hehes..love the lasagne there...then went to take neoprints!!!hehes...so fun...pics turned out nice...=)after that went to fila...bought some clothes there...actually alot..hahas...then went to metro..and bought COLOURFUL bras!!!hehe...juz love them!!!soo nice..hahas..got red.blue.darker blue.yellow.orange!!!hehes...soo colourful rite??hahas...yups..then after that went home...then yup..that was it i think...fun day!=)
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iloveyou||8:06 PM

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