fluffy white clouds*

mug mug mug...nerds rule!!!

2004-09-30T17:45:00.000+08:00

english?was interestingly okie..hahas...but i stupidly didnt have enough time for the second compo..or letter or wadeva...and my summary!!aiyoyoyo...why always overshot one?!hahas...oh wells...wanna be a nerd!!!hahas..that way i will get good grades like wad the hell!!!hoho...life has been dead-like...the situation hasnt improved one bit from wad i have witnessed these few days..hurts like hell but i cant really do anything if thats the way its gonna be and the way its wanted to be...hope for the best..but wont let it get me down...not like sooo many other things arent alrdy doing that....shant say much bout it though...
EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMING EXAMS ARE COMINGGGGG!!!actually they are like alrdy here..hahas..but just english...i wanna go shopping so badly!!hahas..but must study like shit first...woohooo...dunno since when i became so enthu bout all my subjects and actually wanna study...hahahas...nevertheless...i actually like studying now!hehees...shall try to stop using lahs lors and all those thingys...hahas....must be all englishy and profound...wahaha...wad crap was that?hahas...
u wont believe who is taking part in the talentime competition for our class...hahahas..even i couldnt believe it!!!hahaha...i think its gonna be like a really funny show man...either that or it'll be boring...oh wells...hopefully surprising!!!hoho...
cant wait to go for it!!!!hopefully its live...hehehe...cant WAIT!!!it'll be a first and it better not be disappointing....woohooo!!!hmm...who should i get to go with me?besidese rena and dawn...not even sure how many can go...hopefully 4 or 5?heheheee....yayee!!!
i lurveeeee AMERICA"S NEXT TOP MODEL!!!loved the first season...love this season toooo!!!!wahahahas....daydreaming....wouldnt it be sooo darn cool to be a model?hahas...okie...daydreaming too far away man....*slaps hard*....embarrassing lahs...shall zip it...tight...real tight...keep this rubbish to my lonely self..wahas...
goodbye world-=)

whoa!!!long time no blog!!

2004-09-25T16:02:00.000+08:00

WHOA!!!my blog is like collecting dust alrdy...hahas...oh wells...
i thought it was over alrdy..but apparently it isnt..dunno wad to do..so i guess it'll juzt stay like that?hmmm...hope it gets better soon though..as usual...me always the one hoping...not knowing whether others hope for the same...always the one being hated...the one people get angry at...kinda ridiculous...even my bloody brothers scold me...wad the fuck...im that useless and that pathetic...perfect...just perfect...im the most imperfect piece of crap that ever existed on this god given planet...
dun wan it to be like poof!gone..juz like that...after this long?strange...strange looks...strange feeling...strange everything..everything is turned upside down inside out....juz coz of that?kinda absurd...oh wells....shan't dwell on it...
had imt on thursday...gosh...i thought it was practice first then the real thing...but it WASNT!i think alot of ppl thought it was practice oso...i mean...hello?!no sign that it was the real thing!they even let ppl try again and again..so it seemed even more like a practice...hais...2 leh...2!!!!argh...pathetic pathetic pathetic!!!argh..angry with myself...i should juz slap myself silly now..hahas...
exams are coming!!!wanna study freaking hard like a bloody nerd which my stupidified friends call me.hahas.rubbish.
goodbye world-

wheee!!!IFC test!!! =)

2004-09-10T13:42:00.000+08:00

hellooo world!!!hahas...feeling hyper?maybe...anyways...lemme see wad has happened in the past few days...

wednesday
IFC test!!!wheee...hahas...quite fun....first we did camoflaging which was damn itchy to do!!!hahas...i think i did okie except i kept moving cause i was like collecting leaves to cover my boots and i couldnt hear the ncos say time's up!!!hahas...so they saw..if not it would have been better...hahas...oh wells..then did the GIRL thingy...dunno wad its called...hahas...i didnt noe wad to say!well..i knew wad to say but the ncos wanted smthn different then i said 90degrees and i didnt noe where to move by saying that..so ya..screwed up..hahas...then did erm...dunno wad its called...the one where u order the enemy around..hahas...oh my god..when i prone down and look down at the grass...i saw this big fat whitish yellowish WORM!!!sooo disgusting!!!soo ewwww!!!bleagh..gross... xp...field signals was okie...i knew all the signals..but the crawling was like shit...i forgot almost the most important stuff!like not to hold the rifle by the magazine...and to like put the butt of the rifle between ur thighs....i like so failed...thank god can retake the test...if not im as good as dead...and sgt xiwen keep asking me to stop being blur??hahas..oh wells...pretty screwed up lah the test...dunno lah..juz hope i pass?hahas...

thursday
had tuition in the morning...then in the afternoon mum took half day leave and we went to parkway to shop...though didnt get to buy any clothes for myself =(...bro bought shoes though...oh wells...bought my pens..lotsa them..hehes...some colourful socks too!hahas...i want a new pencil case..hahas..hope shuwei can help me buy it...wheeee....im so crappy..this post is so colourful..hahas...going crazy?probably...

today!friday!
had tuition in the morning again...MATHS tuition...although not my favourite subject yet...im starting to like it..hahas..thats good..maybe coz now i actually understand what im doing..hahas...wheee!!!i like maths i like maths i like maths!and im gonna work hard and do well for end of year!!!yipee!!hahas...oh wells...going off to EAT!!!as usual..hahas..hungry hungry..

TTFN..tata for now!=)

holidays!boring...=(

2004-09-07T13:46:00.000+08:00

hellooos everyone!!!im dying of boredom!!!hahas...its the skool holidays alrdy but its damn boring being stuck at home...someone come tok to meee!!!now!!!hahas..seriously bored...oh wells...on saturday mum's friend's birthday..had steamboat..nice...then sunday went for tennis..which i felt really awkward at...felt pretty miserable...didnt even have the mood to play..not when things are like that...went to the toilet quite a few times for i dunno wad the hell...juz wanted to get out of there coz it juz felt so...painful...yeah..i think thats the word...felt really weird there...sorta out of place...hope this thing works out...or maybe its juz wishful thinking on my part...sigh...but it really sucks...dunno how to fix it...anyways...been really boring at home...all i do is watch tv...go online...eat...sleep..hahas..thats bout it...BORED...

i wanna change my template!!!this one is getting boring and too pink for my mood...hahas..and i wanna change the address too...but so troublesome leh...RENAAAA!!!u r supposed to help meee!!!hahas...oh wells....maybe i should get down to working on my template..but its so complicating lahs....hais...shall try..hahas...ttfn..tatafornow~=)

IFC!!!fun fun..=)

2004-09-03T20:05:00.000+08:00

had to stay back in skool for ifc training today..fun fun...camouflaging is itchy buisness though..hahas...everyone felt itchy everywhere after doing it...tuti looked so cute with all those leaves in her cap...and learnt field signals...i think they are cute...hahas...reaction to enemy's fire is tiring in a way...and crawling is PAINFUL i tell u...i got bruises on my hands alrdy..hahas....gotta finish my home econs project if not im as dead as dead can be...kind of a boring day...slacked alot...i mean after all..it is the LAST day of skool for this term...wahahas..oh wells..what am i so happy bout...not as if i can go out anywhere or anything...hahas...i shall force my mum to bring me to town to shop!!!yay...but dunn if she can or will...bored bored now...doing the stupid home econs thingy...oh yes!i got back my bloody report book...its one of the most disgusting sights i've ever seen...three marks underlined...argh!!!juz hate the sight of it...dun even wanna touch it now...must work damn damn hard for end of years...as in really really damn hard...i dun care..i wanna get all As...if that is even possible..i noe it is sort of impossible...but i must try!!!dun care..must get straight As...must must must!i juz cant stand my CA3 marks!!!i hate it hate it hate it!!!shall work hard work hard work hard!!!i guess thats all for now....hehes...

misunderstood.many things have happened..and changed

2004-08-31T19:40:00.000+08:00

so now im a bitch...i did something that i didnt even noe i did...does tt make sense?doesnt matter anyway..nth does...i've noticed it for quite a long time alrdy..but i only got to noe the real reason today...dun noe much but its enough to realise i made a huge mistake without even realising...i dun even noe wad i did wrong till a few minutes ago...to find out stabs me smack-center in the heart...so now these kind of things come in buy 1 get 1?perfect...juz great...now im hated...juz wad i needed after everything...hais..oh wells..really hope things will get settled but somehow when speech is not involved..its not that simple...but it really sucks!!!i want everything back to normal!!!i want to be able to look and smile=)..not glance and turn away when i get scared to look...i want to be able to tok as per normal...i dun wanna walk past as if i dun see...i dun want things like that!!!argh....fucking frustrated by this now...oh wells...this seriously sucks...i dun want things like this!!!and like as if this wasnt enough...so much more happened before it led to this...

saturday..as in last saturday...had orienteering...woohoo!got full marks together with samantha and nowrin...at least there's something to be happy about...then after that went to parkway with the same ppl...got home late...got a blood big scolding...sucks big time..at nite..kena scolding again...and a whacking too...nice big blue blacks...aint it juz wonderful...crap...bloody hell cried my eyes out...then to sleep...haha...

then the next day...sunday..i wasnt allowed go to tennis...i mean thats juz so argh...stay at home the whole day sulking and doing nth...

whole week at skool was okie..kinda boring...had practice for danceathon a lot of times...friday went to rena's house to practice and tried to come up with some moves..hahas...was fun...but damn tiring...
put your hands in the air if u feel right!!!
come on everybody say nah nah nah nah nah...
shake it up now!shake it up now!

oh and danceathon!!wheee!!!today was teachers' day celebrations...had aces day workout first...then had danceathon...quite nice watching all the dances...some were..erm..funny..hahas...2/4 won third!!!woohoo!!!hahas...at least we got something...was shivering on stage...hahas...went back to kcp after skool...mrs ng is pregnant!!!saw alot of ex classmates...miss them lots...hais...then came home...found out some stuff i dun wanna..oh wells...thats all...

mummy's birthday!

2004-08-10T20:06:00.000+08:00

hey there!celebrated my mum's birthday the day before,the day before..nice food...loved the mushroom soup!!!soooo tasty!!hahas...and the steak was great...quite alot of ppl came my house..then the day before was her birthday...hehes...papa got her a nice nice watch..hahas..then lemme see..yesterday was national day...nth much...nth much happened in the pass few days...

TODAY!!!went to tm!!!with daphne melanie their mum and my mum..oh and my little bro..hahas...went to pizza hut to eat..hehes..love the lasagne there...then went to take neoprints!!!hehes...so fun...pics turned out nice...=)after that went to fila...bought some clothes there...actually alot..hahas...then went to metro..and bought COLOURFUL bras!!!hehe...juz love them!!!soo nice..hahas..got red.blue.darker blue.yellow.orange!!!hehes...soo colourful rite??hahas...yups..then after that went home...then yup..that was it i think...fun day!=)
*smile smile*

NATIONAL DAY!!!!wheees!!!

2004-08-06T21:14:00.000+08:00

NATIONAL DAY!!!
wahahaha...one people!one nation!one singapore!hahas..i feel so patriotic...national celebrations in skool today..
in the morning was late to fall in...malu malu...running like an idiot...then fall in alrdy..had to eat glucose again!ewww!!!so yucky..hahas..everybody eat alrdy run to drink water...hahas..funny..ooh!and i got my gloves!!nice nice...lookc cool..hahas...then before the actual parade i was asked to fall out...almost couldnt march at all...i think coz got not enough rifles...yup...so me and cpl grace standing at the foyer getting ready to go to the gallery when staff ask one of us to fall back in...then me and cpl grace like "u go lah"."no lah..u go lah"..hahas..but in the end staff juz ask me to fall in...feels damn bad...i mean like she so poor thing...nv get to march..i was saying she should march since shes more senior and i was like the last to be put in so i should be the one pulled out...oh wells...thats y it was even more of an honour to march...yup yups...then finish parade went up to the gallery!
whoa man!!!!damn crazy at the gallery can...all the ncc people up there were like going bonkers!hahas...dancing and singing our lungs out...dancing like a bunch of idiots...hahas...esp the ncos..they were like doing some stupid actions and rsm was doing ballet???hahahas..it was damn fun lahs...had a great time.never knew singing singapore songs couuld be that fun..and cpl xiwen thinks i bit her which i obviously did not..hahas...everyone went crazy lahs...
then after the whole thing went to class..take bags..then quickly went to the semi circle where ncos wanted to meet us...yup yup...then had like a second ROD performance...my god!want to make us cry again only..hahas..then the ncos!my god..they so sweet lahs...they sang the first song which they sang for their first ROD nite...if we hold on together..and tts the first song we(part bs 04) sang for our first ROD nite too!!!hahas...anyways..then it was so emotional again!!!everyone started crying..again!so touching lahs..cant be helped...then part as did their performance too..then us..then corporals...yup yup...oh!!!and we saw a pic they took when they were part as!!!sooo cute lahs..hahaha...some of them looked so different!went to foyer after tt to watch their final march...oh my god!!!soooo damn saddening can!all of us were like watching and juz started crying there and then!and everyone was like crying until very terrible lor...it was juz seriously...memorable!yup...thats the word...MEMORABLE!!!even june and daphne cried!not that they dun cry lahs..but they are not the type who would cry juz like tt..yup yup...then when i hug dinie who was like crying alot oso...i cried even more!hahas...then like two crybabies there...i noe wad ppl reading this must be thinking...aiyo!ncc cadets so crybaby one ah..like that oso cry so much...but it really is very saddening...yup yup...dun want them to leave!
I LOVE YOU NCOS!nice ppl who really made an impact in...im sure...all of our lives...sure will miss them like loads and loads...how all of us felt is im sure indescirbible to others.hahahas...oh wells..shant crap any further..oh yah!and something huge happened but i obviously am not gonna put it here...all becoz of her!!argh...i dun like her..at all...yes..I DUN LIKE U!!!heard that??not tt u actually noe how to use a com..hahas..i juz dun like u lah..coz ppl so much trouble...stupid woman..better not make me hate u...hmph..juz wanna say SO SORRY to two ppl...they noe who they are...=(
*frowns*

i got into GOH!!!but y dont i feel good?

2004-08-05T18:25:00.000+08:00

my oh my...today was like the official last training!!!!sad sad....after training so emotional man...haiz...it was like...everyone was crying...and then the ncos were soo cute!they like did their last everything on the field together...then march march...ooooh!!and shout their rank/name/ic no./I LOVE KCNCC!!!...then after they shout then all like squat down and start crying...sooo sad!!!then the corporals oso soo cute lah..go to one end of the field and shout WE LOVE U NCOS!!!then all start running to the other end of the field...hahas...then all run and hugged the ncos...haiz...so saddening lahs...oh..i havent toked bout the training yet rites?here goes...
we had a few times rehearsal...then like went to the hall for the wet weather program...and we bang so damn loud!!haha...the hall sounded like it was about to collapse..scary...hahas...we like had to sit at right at the back..so lame...then we sang singapore songs!!!yay!!!hahas..funny...kinda lame...then when we had to homad everyone was hitting everyone..hahas..and dawn's elbow was like hitting my ahem*...so irritating can..hahas...anyways...then after tt went down to the foyer again...then they make us march...and obviously becoz they wanna pick some more ppl to be in GOH...i was like oh my god..then so scared can...then like march with rifle all...freaking stressed..then it was time to choose...*heartbeat*boom boom..boom boom..then dawn and me got called out and i felt this guilt rush over me...and i felt horrible instantly...*sigh*...then had to go in front to do armsdrill...was like shivering please?soo damn scary!!!!could juz drop dead there...then screwed up..and i didnt noe one of the commands but dawn knew coz she was in the GOH before..so i stupidly dunno how to do..down there like a freaking idiot..then i soo screwed up lah...but ma'am vanessa taught me then i sorta got the hang of it lah..then she was like telling us we got in and i found it damn hard to smile or even lift my cheeks or smthn...i felt sooo horrible can...oh wells..then like some dramatic things happened lahs..dun wanna elaborate..
okie dokie..shall stop here..dun wanna recall wad happened..yup yup..thats all for now!
*tries to smile*

book and music week!!!cum science week?

2004-08-04T18:07:00.000+08:00

BOOK AND MUSIC WEEK!!!
Book and music week...cum science week?wads with the science???juz dun understand..hahas..anyways..lots of things to say...first day had the opening...there was this long long talk by the guest of honour...he toks funny...then when his tok was done..came the wonderful dance!was really entertaining...wish it was longer coz i think tt was the most interesting item alrdy..the emcees were kinda lame but i guess they did a good job...then there was this really weird lady who came to do some experiments stuff bout dry ice?i dunno lah..wasnt paying attention...she was so easily amused!and laughed at almost everything!and she tok to us as if we were nursery kids who have never been to chinese weddings or seen dry ice before...goodness...hahas...and she talked funny too..hahas...anyways..she was weird...oh my god!!!one of my most embarrassing days ever!!!i had to go on stage and act!!!argh...damn LAP...why did they have to choose our class?hahas...oh wells..i guess our class is filled with drama queens...example...okie nvm..hahas...back to the embarrassing part...everyone was so nervous back stage...and wheni went on stage i wanted to juz freeze there...then the curtains open and i wanted to run off..and when it was my time to act i..i..well..wad do u think i did..of course cannot let my classmates down...so i juz did the stupid things we had to do and got it over and done with..i didnt even dare to look at the audience..i might juz be blinded by the blue..hahas..or die from embarrassment...hope no one saw my face..after all i was wearing a cap...but i noe that is humanly impossible..unless they were blind or juz shortsighted...wahahas...quite surprised ppl actually laughed at our one...siantzu's part was quite funny...she really looked drunk...hahas...oh ya!!!we(jacqueline, my bro! and me) accidentally whacked lidya on the head while "fighting" hahahas....sorry girl!and after a long torturing 8 to 10 mins...we finally got off stage...phew...then we only got to watch the last few...my god...violet looked..erm...nvm...she couldnt even salute properly!!!hahahas...anyways...2/6 one was kinda boring...but the part june come out and was looking through the telescope was funny...and ohohoh!the parts where gen came out and said "YOU!YOU!GET OUT!" while holding the feather duster was hilarious!!!i think it was hilarious coz it was gen..if it was someone else it would juz have been well...lame..and another part she was like "and that was the point of his life...oh..turning point of his life" wahahaha...the whole hall burst into laughter man...funneh..yup yup...i heard our bag got quite filled...yay!but i heard 2/7 one oso quite filled..oh wells...i wanna win!!!wad else ah...oh there was this woman toking to us bout some dialysis stuff..boring...hmmm...anything else?cant remember but if got i will add on...so yup..that was bmw so far...kinda fun kinda boring kinda lame?i dunno lah..juz glad i got the acting on stage over and done with...wheee!!!
*smiley*

ROD nite was GREAT!!!love the ncos!!!ncos ' 04 rock!

2004-08-01T11:48:00.000+08:00

wheees!!!helloooo...had a great time last nite!!!hehe..it was ROD nite!!!please dun get the wrong idea...had a great time coz it was fun!definitely not coz the ncos are leaving..hahas...anyways...yesterday had combined rehearsal in the morning...then did rehearsals a few times...and it was raining!so had to do it in the foyer...and i had to stand in the front alone for the second rehearsal!coz the right marker,jolene wanst there and vicky dunno go until where!my god..so embarrassing...if i made a mistake it would be soooo obvious..and i looked so odd standing in front alone..oh wells...yup then finish alrdy went home with daphne to eat bathe and change all...then rushed to macs to meet the rest...my god..they dress until like going for some party..hahas..felt so under dressed...haha..oh wells..then went to skool and board the bus...went to the chalet...whoa!the place look so ulu..so deserted..but the chalet was not bad..bigger than last year's!hahas...yup...then practice our item for a while then went inside to sit down for dunno how long...took lots of pictures...did lots of rubbish..hahas..then the grand entrance of the ncos!!!they all looked soooo pretty.drop dead gorgeous.juz absolutely b-e-a-utiful...some is very handsome of course..hahas..yup...then some of them were screaming.some posed for the cameras(esp sgt kong fern..so cute lah she).some banged their head when coming in.hahaha...funny..then when all of them arrived...they came out into the "spotlight"...then came the food!!!yay!hahas...the food was not bad...the curry puffs and simosas were nice!then came the performances!!!yipee!!!the part As did a dance..very cute..hahas..so many fancy moves..great way to start the show..then they sang "all my life" and tts when the crying started...then it was us the part Bs turn...we did the "twist" it wasnt very long but i think it was kinda cute...then we sang our very own touching version of "perfect"...everyone started crying like hell for that song!and i was trying to tahan..but after tt couldnt take it and it juz came out..so ya...it was sgt joelle's birthday too...HAPPY BIRTHDAY SGT!!!cum long time neighbour..hahas...not tt she will actually see this but ya..haha...anyways..then we gave our presents to the ncos...it was sooo cute...then ma'am wong gave out her little tokens...and then the ncos gave their little talks and stuff like tt..then came the best part!"hugging session"!!!hahas...everyone went around hugging everyone...hugged alot of the ncos...they are actually great ppl...love them to bits...we even got presents from them!!!truly touched...my god...i will miss them sooo very very very very much...cant bear to see them go...haiz...oh wells...cant be helped...then hug hug some more and had to leave coz the bus gonna leave alrdy...said our last goodbyes..okie tt juz sounded wrong...then in the bus rsm so cartoon lah..acting all emotional and stuff..then she was like throwing glowstick bangles...then at the mrt station took some more pictures..and even on the train!then ppl were like looking at us like we were some freaks or smthn..haha..doesnt matter..had a great time!!!
I LOVE U NCOS!!!cant bear to see u all leave!!!dunno wat it would be like without u guys!!!I WILL MISS U ALOT!!!hugs* *big smiles*

grocery shopping!!!gan kuai gan kuai...

2004-07-28T20:56:00.000+08:00

hellooos!!!wahahas...went grocery shopping yesterday with rena coz had to cook today...damn funny lah..we were like laughing all the way...damn stupid...got this irritating recording playing over and over...saying wad...gan kuai gan kuai...hahas...yup yup...bought ikan bilis, cucumber, pandan leaves, and kunning fish!hahas..and we didnt noe how to choose the fish so ask this aunty there...hehe...yup...then we down there like aunties looking for the cheapest of everything...wahahas...funny funny...but it was fun lah..and guess how much all those things cost?$1.82 only!!!hahas...and i tot i wouldnt have enough money...and nad wanted to lend me!haha...oh..saw ma'am there..hahas....kinda shocked...scared she was angry but she wasnt...oh wells...thats good i guess...should stop thinking that way...shes not the petty type anyways...is she?hahas...kidding...yup yup...then walk walk around for a while more then went home...scared i wouldnt be able to finish cooking...some more i had to like cook everything myself coz dawn had nationals...yup yup..
oh then today was the practical!scary can...i was like hurry here hurry there...then fry this fry that...hahas...quite funny lah..but very stressful...and i had to cook all by myself!!!sad case lah..anyways..i managed to finish!hehe...happy happy..but i think im gonna fail lah...everything was fried one...hahas..but i think it was okie lah..for unhealthy ppl?haha...dunno..had lots of fun doing it...and shopping for it too!!hehes...
*smiles*

sooo many things have happened!!!i dunno wads going on anymore!!!

2004-07-24T18:35:00.000+08:00

wow!so many things have happened and i haven't updated for quite a long time so this entry might be kinda long....oh my god...i could just get choked to death with all that's happening...i dun really wanna elaborate so much...brings back bad bad memories only...so here's all im gonna say..
it all started with my mum scolding me one nite..then she took my phone..and the thing is i was msging my friend and complaining about her...so unfortunately...she read my msges and got really pissed...and didnt tok to me for like wad?4 days or so?yup...and then there were alot of complications to make things worse than they alrdy are...so ya...and i was going to die from stress man...and one fine...okie..not so fine sunday afternoon...she comes knocking on my room door...then got a looongggg lecture from her...haiz...it was horrible..i felt terrible!!!haiz...all my fault lah...such a loser..haiz...yup...being the "die die cannot cry in front of ppl" kind of person...i was trying not to "burst"...but my feelings got the better of me and i juz had to let it out...oh man...feels awful...then tok and tok and tok...and i was like sob sob and sob...now its okie...she's actually toking to me...but still stressed...stressed till i almost wanted to puke..sigh..im still scared i get ppl into trouble lah...and to think they were still so nice about it...makees me feel even worse...hope my mum doesnt and wont do anything...oh wells...why am i like such a sucker...cant get anything rite....making everyone upset only...and getting everyone into trouble only...feel sooo sorry towards my mum...i mean who would wanna read such msges bout themselves....haiz...just wanna say a huge SORRY!!!not tt she will actually see this...just hope she understands...never really meant it...feel sooo sorry towards my friend...hope she dun get into trouble because of dumb me...feel so guilty...this whole damn thing was my fault and they are so nice about it???haiz...feeling sucky again...but oso glad they arent angry...really glad...so yup...then...oooh..got this really nice msg...thanks alot!!!feeling better i guess?then i wrote my mum this like damn long letter...time to pour everything out...yup yup...just waiting to pass it to her...scared scared...havent got my phone back yet!!!wehhhz...sad case...i dunno wads going on anymore...mind is in a complete whirl...*giddy*..hope everything will be okie...and life will be as per normal...maybe even better...well..this is all my hopes only...no gurantee..so thats all im gonna say...byebye for now...
*smiles???*

NCC DAY Parade!!!KCNCC ROX!!!

2004-07-20T14:46:00.000+08:00

NCC DAY PARADE!!!yipee!!!
oh my god oh my god oh my god!!!!yipee!!!yup..as u can tell by now...i am happy!!!hahas...had ncc day parade on sunday, 18 july!!!like oh my god!!!still trying to snap out of it...hahas...okie...being over excited...yup yup...anyways...let me start with ncc day parade...in the morning at like 9 plus went parkway to meet dinie to eat breakfast then while wating for her, i realised i didnt bring my beret!!!then panicked...haha...ya..but when she came then eat then went back to my house to get my beret...phew!then went to eunos mrt station meet the rest...then took train to boon layl...yup yup...reached a bit late...haha...oh wells...then had a few times rehearsal...bout 2 times?hmmm...not sure...hehe...then went to this hall to do the wet weather program...oh my god...when we were like all walking there...at the steps...i TRIPPED!as in not juz a small trip as in all dramatic kind...then my hands went all over the place...haha...damn funny but damn embarrassing!!!i tot i was gonna twist my ankle or smthn man!!so scary!!!hahaha...so malu sia..coz like alot of ppl were there...as in alot!!!all the ncc ppl..guys girls...some more ma'am and sir were like walking behind me!!!my god...and i sorta gave a little shriek...well i dunno whether it was little...maybe it was loud...i didnt notice coz i was too freaked out!!!haha...and i was sure there were like a million ppl laughing at me when i tripped... malu-ating...haha...oh wells...oh ya...then dawn said some stuff bout when i tripped all which i think is sooo lame...haha...doesnt matter...yup...then went to the hall...did the indoor rehearsal then went out again...then it was the real thing!!!sooo exciting!!!then i had to march out alone first...i was sooo scared can...i think i did okie...hehe...then we had to wait for all these stupid guests...argh...so annoying can...take so bloody long..then i couldnt take it coz i felt like puking and stuff...and the sun was like burning us..and the other side was a damn strong wind...my god...hot and cold..i felt unwell so i squat down...then i saw this head on the ground!!then i was like oh my god!!then the sjab ppl were like running about tryin to help everyone out...then the girls had to piggy back the girl who fainted away...and everyone clapped...so touching...haha...they deserved it..they were like are u okie?are u okie?to the ppl who squated down...yup..so through out the thing..which happened to be damn long...i was like squat down stand up squat down stand up...haiz...even ma'am couldnt take it and had to like bend down a few times...haha...i tell you i could have juz died there...felt damn uncomfortable...if i hadnt squatted down i dun think the rest of them would have dared to...haha...so ya...then FINALLY...we could have the MARCH PAST!!!wheee..hehe...it was great man...like felt so honourable!!!then when we reached where kcncc was sitting all of them stood up and cheered for us like crazy!!!hahaha...i wanted to juz like smile really wide but cannot...haha...but i was damn happy when marching!!!!hahaha...felt like syf all over again except this time we could march past and the whole of kcncc was there!!!yipee!!!sad thing was that we had to take 6 ppl out so the prc ppl could march...sad sad...oh wells...then we march finish and everyone was just jumping about and being happy happy which felt like great!!!haha...then went to sit for a while then had to run to parade square again to sing song!!!hahas...sang like crazy...all those singapore songs...yup...then had a little cheering for all of us...felt great!!!!!KCNCC rox!!!wahahas...then had to go home...sad sad...dun think can go there again...sobx...oh wells...got some happy times...hahaha...my legs were aching soo badly...then took the bus to skool and reached bout 7plus...then went for dinner with daphne, dinie, cpl stephanie and ma'am...wahahas...tok alot of crap bout ahem* hahaha..but damn funny lah...yup..then all laughing like crazy in treats...ate duck rice!hehe...then walk arnd for a while then walked to bus stop and took bus home...reached home and got a big fat scolding from my mum...sux lah...y she keep wanting me to quit???argh...so irritating lah...im not gonna quit no matter wat...at the most juz plan my time well lah...she keep saying it takes up alot of time...wat the hell...like other ccas wont take up time..puhleese...its called co-cirriculum activities for a reason..damn it...other ccas oso have all their trainings wad...aiya...dun care bout her lah...yup..so other than that...i had a great day!!!hehe...
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disappointment disappointment and oh look even more disappointment!!!

2004-07-16T19:22:00.000+08:00

*sigh* this bloody world sux big time...nono actually it's just the people in it...yup...and oh my life sux too!!surprise surprise...haha...anyways...let's see...wad do i have to say today???hmmm...lately, things havent been exactly "honey coated"...but wad to do rite?haiz...okie okie enough of this crap tok...let me get down to buisness...firstly on the 10th of july..we had training for our skool's national day parade...and NCC is the GOH!!!yipee!!!haha...yup yup...really happy for NCC!!for those tootified ppl who dunno wads GOH..it is guard of honour...so ya...but unfortunately for little ol' meee...i dun get to be in GOH!!!!wehhhhh!!!!damn sucky can...haiz...that day i was like trying soooo freaking hard...then i took the initiative to time some more..wads the use???i still didnt get in...shiqeen ranessa and ria got in though...oh wells...im happy for them...really...but im bloody unhappy for myself...haiz...ya...then dawn was really upset lor...cheer up okie girl?hmmm...wad else happened ah?okie...erm...then the next training on the 13th...june got in!!!wa lao!!!i could have just dropped dead rite there!!!i didnt make it!!!AGAIN!!!but really proud of her!!coz like last time she was like the not serious kind in ncc at least i think thats wad the ncos thought because she always laughing one...haha...ya...so CONGRATS girl!!!hehe...must do well and stay in!!yup yup...so bloody disappointed again...like soooo wad the hell...then my aunty is like in the hospital now...so damn upsetting lor...and at one point of time she was in really bad shape...heard she coulnt see!!thank god she pulled through and is now going through slow recovery...she must get well soon!!!!if not i will have one less person to confide in...haiz...not as if there are many ppl i can confide in anyway...half of the ppl in the world are not worth trusting...found out something really heart breaking today..as in really really really heart breaking...haiz...i hate hypocrites!!!!all of them ought to be in hell...if they dun like someone then dun treat them nice lah!!!wads their problem man!!!i mean u dun need to put up a fake front rite?wads the point?!!!when that certain someone finds out u dun say or do wad u really mean...that someone will be devestated okie?u dun need to act like u like the person...it is tiring for both parties anyway...so y bother at all???dun be a bloody coward and act so buddy buddy man...act nice only...oh wells..i gtg bathe...come back and complain more later...byez!!!

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horrible day man!stress stress stress...

2004-07-09T19:01:00.000+08:00

stress stress stress...
hey there everyone...WEH!!!!!!!sorry buti juz had to let it out...had yet another horrible day...haiz...today,,as usual go skool.then when go there during assembly forgot my thermometer!luckily dun need to buy one.haiz...well thats not the end of the horrible part.haha.later get dismissed to classes had to go check my locker for science file.then this mrs leong come and scold and scold coz this morning juz announce that during class time cannot go lockers.haiz...but we just heard rite?!!then must go and take our bks wad...argh...then she go and ask us to go to the foyer...argh...some ppl ran away leh!!wad the hell!!!so me dawn stella and a whole lot of other ppl who were also there went down to the foyer and mrs leong went to call mrs sng out!!!oh my god!!i could juz drop dead there!argh...so she took our locker keys!!weh!!soo sad...haiz..then went up to class and mrs ooi wouldnt let us in...irritating woman...after asking us some questions then let us go in..i mean we didnt noe bout it till in the morning rite?then we didnt noe bout it till then so after that wanted to quickly get then go...and it was when everyone was going to class wad..and mrs ooi wasnt in class yet wad..haiz...okie so then the science we had to stand coz obviously mrs boey had half a kimbo alrdy..haha...inside joke...rite 2/4?she hates it when we go to class late...so whole class had to stand..ya..then i was in a really bad mood today..haha...i kept scolding alot of ppl...oh wells...haha...then the rest of the day was okie...until after skool!!!like oh my god!!i want to kill the whole class man...ask them to pay for the damn photos still got some ppl nv pay...argh!!!assholes lah they...then took so long to count the money then got 2 ppl nv pay up!!!argh!!so had to pay for them first...keep counting wrongly!!haiz...no wonder my maths getting from bad to worse...haha...ya then pass it up and went to eat when "dear old mrs ooi" came and asked me where is the clipboard for the temp taking that day.wad the hell!!!how would i noe???im not the class chairperson!!she went home long ago alrdy leh...then had to take class key go all the way up to class and take the bloody clipboard down...then come down alrdy?mrs ooi say must help take jolene and rosanne take their graph books...wa lao..wanted to kill her man..she go and take herself lah!since shes so free...ask ppl go up go down to help ppl take things that they are nt even responsible for...then had to climb all the way up again and take the bloody books...ARGH!!then went home after that...haiz..life is getting stressful man!!haha...oh wells thats how horrible it was lah...so ya...hehe..buhbye!!

boring...

2004-07-07T19:33:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD!!!help!!!im dying of boredom...always seems that way nowadays...haiz...yesterday was boring...lessons as usual...then after skool had to stay back for ROD meeting...yup..the part bs met up first then after that everyone had to go for one thing or another so only me and ranessa and of course...dawn...hehe..then we went to 3/4 for the meeting...how miserable...only 3 part bs!then all the corporals were asking where is everybody?haha...so discuss and discuss then the corporals were damn funny they all started toking and toking and some even practicing porch duty...haha...and its sooo interesting to hear them tok..got so many things to say one...haha so me and ranessa were there listening...haha...then want to laugh cannot laugh one..oh wells...then discussion actually finish alrdy but we dun wanna go..at home soo boring...so stayed until everyone leaving then we oso left...then reach home then go online...wah...i was gonna die man...soooo bored!!!wad is this world coming to!oh wells...so slack around till evening do homework then sleep...today oso as boring!!!argh...woke up late!then i had to get ready in like 10 mins..nono less than that...then my hair was damn messy and i didnt want my mum to scold me so i was like covering it with one hand and drinking the milk with the other...hahas...ya...then went to skool...boring...lessons lessons lessons...then i got horrible horrible cramps!damn pain sia...can die man...i was like pressing on my tummy so it would not be as painful...then couldnt do work in class...damn pain...sleep for quite a while before it was okie...haiz...always like that one...irritating...y i must kena???not everyone has them...and some more mine is always so pain one...oh wells...as i always say...LIFE IS UNFAIR!!!..it always has and always will be...haha...ya so i came home go online...again...and juz bore myself half dead until i go and bathe and eat...and most prob later..i will go offline, do my homework and then...no surprise... sleep!so yup...thats my boring life...weh!!!i need something to spice up my life!!!its too darned boring!!!!haiz...so i will end off as i started...HELP!!!im dying of boredom!!!!wehz!!!

oh my mummy...argh...pissed!!!

2004-07-05T18:59:00.000+08:00

sooo...how is everyone?good?i hope so...coz im NOT!!!argh...sucky day man...okie..so i woke up at 9 all bright and cheery as always...and then had tuition till 10:30 or so then went online...bored...was very excited coz planned to go tennis at laguna!yay!then daphne and melanie's mum dun let them take taxi there...okie...nvm...she say can go madarin gardens..but in the end cannot go there...okie...nvm...then we tried to find somewhere else to play...and after all that crap...hurray!!!we found somewhere settle somethings and had to call someone...my mum...no less...and she coincidentally called first...okie...nvm...i told her our plan and stuff and she said "no!" wad the hell...she say i getting very bold..and that i just change plans without telling her...oh please i was about to call her...but noooo...she didnt believe little ol' meeeee...she obviously doesnt believe in coincidences...oh well...ya..so she said what i can juzt change venue anytime just like that...argh...and said alot of things lah...then keep scolding and scolding...keep on saying alot of shit!!!okie...still nvm...then cannot go so put down the phone alrdy then i very irritated..plan everything alrdy then nw cannot go..so i juz said "aiya!get scolding from mummy again...so irritating lah..." i wasnt tokin to anyone in paticular but my bro was there then when he tok to my mum on the phone...he told her that i said i said that she was irritating!!!!!ARGH!!!i just wanna kill him!!!bloody asshole...hes such a jerk man...freaking tattle tale...then he passed the phone back to me and my mum come and scold me again...say "u go find urself another mummy lah"...and a whole load of crap pushed back on me...and she thinks that i always wanna go out..where got???i the whole holiday only went out once and she complain so much..and she keep saying she want me to quit ncc..argh..i dun want!!!so wad lor...i like wad i do there cant she just understand that..shes the one who encourage me to join and she now want me to quit...quit alrdy all my cca points will be gone..very clever lah she...anyway i love ncc...i like the marching i like the courses i like the camps...my dad wants me to join tennis...i oso wanna join but i dun wanna quit ncc!please get it into those oh-so-clever brains of urs...wad the hell then say go and stay at another persons house lah...u want to go where i dun care alrdy u want to go then go lah!argh!bloody hell...if u reeli dun care i will go out everyday alrdy...still wait here let u scold...she said herself that i can go out twice a week but when i ask her whether i can go out and nv even pass the quota yet..she angry...wad the hell man...sux lah...always angry one yesterday just okie then now like that again...the last time was a week..i think now a whole month lah...and that bastard brother of mine...mouth so damn big...even if i said she irritating oso dun need to go and tell her rite???purposely want her to scold me only...sadistic leh he....mummy scold me he happy lah...become mummy's favourite boy..anyway he always has been lah...to think i pity him when he gets scolding or caning...so now even if i treat him nice he treats me like shit...wads the point???i hate him!!!!!!!!!!!!hes the worst brother anyone can get...seriously...THE ABSOLUTE WORST!!!!!argh...making myself even angrier only...back to the scolding...argh!!!!!!!so wad happened?more and more scolding lor...wad else...finish scolding went back to my room and cried my eyeballs out....haix..felt horrible can...was damn sad but wad to do?so ya...that was my wonderful day...wad bout u ppl out there?hope its not as wonderful as mine...
*smiles* no more

back to skool days!first week of skool!

2004-07-04T11:54:00.000+08:00

FIRST WEEK OF SKOOL!
HEY THERE!!!okie...so its been a damn long time since i last updated..so here goes!you might find this damn long but im squeezing a week in this entry so bear with it lah okie?haha...

1st day:it sucked big time!first thing go to skool is kena go up to the hall to get one freaking long lecture from mrs khee...and im sure all you kcians out there noe how long winded she can be.oh my god!i was dying in the hall!sit there so long leh.and rena was like sleepin!oh wells...then later finally go to class and we got new seats!haiz...stting next to katherine and agnes but they r way too quiet!then had lessons...super boring..stoning half the time.haha..yup..oh and for assembly?we had to wait there so long for a person who never even showed up!after that had another scolding from 4 different teachers bout the victoria theatre incident!irritating!!!and they keep saying the same thing over and over again!some not even related to the topic!argh!!!cant they juz like let it go!its been so long alrdy!!!ARGH!!!!

2nd day:nth much...lessons lessons and more lessons...still find our sitting arrangement weird.samantha w. is sooo small size and she is sitting right at the back!mrs ooi is craazy lah.and the thing is she go and put rena and jolene(2 very tall ppl) in front of samantha and michelle(2 not so tall ppl)!wad rubbish!oh and my mummy is angry with me!haiz...so irritating..she foreva like that one...argh..do not wish to elaborate..

3rd day:left skool early for syf!!!hehe..yay!but the corporals nv go with us coz they got course..then only us part bs went ourselves..then go there as usual practice marching in and out in and out...then stf grace stf ching lin and rsm charmaine help us get food!haha...then after one of the rehearsals got long break and they wanted to eat but dun dare so go and offer to the cedar girls and at first they say dun want in the end?took our whole plastic bag of food!!!oh my god i was damn pissed lor...we ask them they dun want then they go and take the whole thing themselves...hmph..then later they juz go to the bag and take another for themselves...argh like wad the hell take and take like its theirs like that..oh wells..nvm..no biggie..

4th day:ncc day!oh my god!!!sooo sad!it rained when cpl stephanie got her award!sad sad...oh wells..ya then boring day lah

5th day:boring boring boring...ooh...we changed places!nw im seated one seat away from rena!at the last row and samantha w. is still rite at the back!wad the hell...tsk tsk...pity her..wahahas

6th day:SATURDAY IS HERE!!!wheeee!!!sooo happy!after a boring week at skool...wahahahas...and yeah!!!today is syf!!!the real thing!!sooo happy!!!hehehe..couldnt wait...haha...but it was sooo sad!!corporals all couldnt march coz got too many ppl!!so wad rite?then later got back in again..but they volunteer to go out again then in the end even those who can be in were out again!wad the hell...oh wells...all for one one for all...thats our motto!hehe..im reeli reeli proud of them!hehe...so sacrifical one...if there's even such a word...hahas..anyways it felt reeli reeli good to march in front of soooo many many ppl!!!!coz we were the first to march out and everyone was like cheering and cheering for us!!!it felt great man!!juz loved it!!hahas...then the crowd went wild when they shoot...haha..damn funny!like they never see gun b4..actually ya hor..they nv..hahas.no wonder..but still damn funny..wanted to laugh but must tahan...then when march back in..everybody cheer again!!!sooo nice!!!haha...then me and shiqeen took damn long to walk all the way to the main road!on the way met cpl puay hoon,teri,adeline and nural and we all had to walk damn far!!!was damn tired!!!wehz...then took bus hm coz cldnt get a cab..then lotsa ppl at hm...and my mum come and scold me again..irritating..want me to quit..dad oso...cant they understand...i dun wanna quit!!!!argh...then tok to daphne till she went hm...hehe...

7th day:sunday...boring...online then tok to daphne and ma'am...funny...slack whole day until tennis!!!haha...i LOVE TENNIS!!!haha...yup then had the same damn problem like always...only one court and soo many ppl wanna play...they wanna play dunno how to go and book the court themselves ah...wad the hell...i tok and try to settle stuff oso dun wanna listen...argh...trying to piss me off only..wahahas...well..then play until go home and ya thats bout it...sooo annoying lah...and i nv ever fail to get hit at least once for every tennis session...argh...aiya..thats bout it so ya...

and this was my first week in skool or out of it or wadeva...so thats all!!!!

outing with puay hoon and teri!damn fun!!!

2004-06-29T18:24:00.000+08:00

HelloOoz...hmmm...lemme see i have lotsa things to say..as usual..hahas...ohohohoh...the other day i went out with puay hoon and teri!my two seniors!it was damn fun!!!yay!first went to meet them at the mandarin gardens bus stop...then take bus to cineleisure...then we went to eat at yoshinoya...after that went to take lots and lots of neoprints!!hahas...it was damn funny and the machines are so cool one the camera can move up and down and then got one got 3 cameras!hehes..anyways, the neoprints look really nice!!yup yup...then we walk around and then got bored so went to arcade...then went to heeran to walk...after that took a bus to tampines mall but took the wrong bus!!so had to quickly get off the bus and rush to get the next bus which was like behind us but we missed it in the end!hahahas...yup..then when reach..went to century square to eat...AGAIN!!after that puay hoon and teri wanted to play ddr..hahas..damn funny..watching them stomp like crazy..hahas..but they were kinda good!wahahas...then walked to tampines mall and wanted take neoprints again..hahas..nth else to do wad..hehes...oh my god!!!then i couldnt find my wallet!!!i wanted to juz cry can..i coudlnt lose it again!!i would just die!!!hahas...then they were so nice...they were like saying sure can find one...but i was still really scared coz when we walked all the way back to the century square tolet...it wasnt there!then went to the information counter and there it was!!!wahahahas...soooo happy..then the lady at the counter was like looking through it and asking me questions to prove that its mine...damn funny but i didnt care so much..i found my wallet!!hehes..yay!then i took my wallet and dunno why..being the blur queen that i always am...i said thank you to the woman and her daughter standing next to us coz i thought they were the ones who found my wallet and returned it..hahas..but i think i said thank you to the wrong person..hahas..yup...then so happy so went to take neoprints agan..wahahas...it was like the 4th time that day!!!hahas...we went crazy lah..hahas...then take bus home and puay hoon and teri went for some bbq..yup yup..thats all for now...will update some more when i actually bother to..hehe..was really fun that day!!!yipee!!!hope can go out again with them soon!!!
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COMPANY CAMP!!!kcncc rox!

2004-06-22T20:47:00.000+08:00

hey there!hmm..kinda long time nv update so got lotsa stuff to say juz so u guys are well-informed..haha..anyways..hmmm..oh..havent told u bout company camp!!!it totally rocks can..haha..had lotsa lotsa fun.yup.
first day we were split ino our groups and thank god i was same group as june or i would be kinda lonely.i was oso same group as daphne,surprisingly.and there were 2 other part As and 2 corporals..cpl adeline and cpl grace!reeli nice ppl..haha..very enthu and funny!at first had a hard time coming up with group name.i think staff ching lin was quite irritated coz like all of us keeping quiet like that.only the 2 cpls toking and i occasionally will juz say some stuff then shut up..haha..but after that it was quite okie.we managed to come up with a name!HIPPIE UNDERWEAR ROX!!!haha..yup hippie underwear was our group..cool huh?hehe..yup then we went to ECP for bbq and play games.then we oso had treasure hunt which my group came in last for!!!sob sob thats like sooo sad...anyway we didnt try so hard we even had time to sit down and stone for a while...but very malu to come in last lah...yup then had bbq in late afternoon,,and the food was so miserable!soo little...then we had to walk back with not even half filled stomachs..then went back to skool to bathe.my group, as suay as ever had to bathe in the changing room but it wasnt so bad in the end,at least we had bench to sit on while waiting!mwahaha..the others didnt!then went to canteen to eat again!yipee!coz me and cpl adeline were like still damn hungry.haha.when ma'am vanessa ask hu wanted to eat some more only very few girls stayed behind so she got pissed off and asked everyone to stay behind.coz the ncoz spent alot of time bbqing the food and like no one was gonna eat so very wasteful.so when the food came i happily ate..hehe..the satay was damn nice!then had to clean up and cpl stephanie was damn funny!she keep acting like a aunty!cleaning up here and there and keep speaking in a high pitched voice!and i called her obasak(aunty)!haha..very kuku lah she.but very friendly!then sgt jia yi and ma'am vanessa were so nice as to tell us ghost stories!so interesting!but very scary!and in the end we had to "smuggle" sgt. out for reasons that cannot be revealed.but it was damn funny!rite dinie june rannessa and daphne?then had fire drill!!!dead tired when it happened,eyes couldnt even open!and sgt. ended up squeezing in with us.haha.
day 2 was damn fun!!!we had wet games so obviously everyone got reeli wet and there were alot of casualties!i was splashed with sooo much water but onli kena "drop" once!but it was very fun lah.running here running there.the movie was mainly sleeping time for most ppl.esp when we slept reeli late the last nite.haha.then we had another game that so ROCKS MY STINKY SOCKS!!!reactions to enemy's fire.damn fun!it was like some war game.very rough.and i "killed" puay hoon!so sorry girl!but it was damn funny,i had to bring her back to my base but if i got up there i might be "killed" so i asked her to wait there.hehe.wad a good "dead" person..haha.and in the end my group won!!!yay!!even though some of our balloons got burst.everyone was sooo dirty and stinky after that game but all had a great time!reeli fun games man!then at nite had cadet's nite!!!oh my god!hippie underwear ppl were like panicking wad to do but in the end we stuck to my rubbish idea and did a underwear advertisement!which was quite funny okie!haha..at least i think so...had great fun doing it.rite cpl adeline?my co host.haha.and the cardboard underwear was sooo cute thanks to stf. ching lin and stf. madeline!too bad i couldnt keep it coz ma'am zakiah said it was "dirty"..so sad..ooh..I LOVED SINGING CAMPFIRE SONGS!!!haha..esp campfire's burning bright(campfire's burning bright!)and so on...soo nice!esp the burn burn burn part haha..and of coz got the funky ayam and the tingi!haha..oh and we had a scolding and went to say sorry to ncos.everyone was so emotional at that time.and the ncos were like saying dawn was doing all the toking..its not as if we had nth to say but after the long speech dawn gave,if we said smthn short and simple,they might think we r nt sincere so we juz kept quiet.felt so hurt coz of that!wanted to cry like the rest but so many ppl were there so dun dare..hehe...anyway,after doing alot alot of toking amongst ourselves,we finally went to sleep.
day 3 we had co parade.nv collect anything so juz stand there and then there was the bukit timah hike!oh my!i sooo unlucky!got put into the "special" group,the "mensus" group!so embarrassing!luckily dinie was there!haha..then we had to hike at the back in case we faint!haha..but it was quite fun lah.but very very tiring.when we going down,everyone started jogging so i oso jog lor,then i couldnt stop!so i like put out both my hands and tried to stop and i did and ma'am vannessa was like "wah!got brakes ah?" haha..funny funny.then go back to skool and went home!finally...after 3 long but memorable days!
i love kcncc!!!KCNCC ROX!!!company camp was a blast and ill nv forget it!hehe..i think the others would agree!hehe..buaiz!!!cant wait for the next company camp!

SANA COURSE!!!

2004-06-18T16:18:00.000+08:00

SANA COURSE!!!
hellooo...i kinda long never update alrdy so muz write dunno for how many days so that u ppl out there reading noe wad ive been up to!hehe...anyways lemme see...the first thing i need to write about is sana course!it was on 11 and 12 of june..it was quite fun lah...there were lectures and film shows and role play!!!the first lecturer had terrible english...and she was sooo damn act cute and keep on like acting out wadeva she said...she was pretty lame lah..the next lecturer was very funny although i felt reeli sleepy when he was talking...his stories were very funny and interersting so i mangaged to stay awake..hehe..when he showed the pic of this 3 year old boy smoking all of the ppl there were like "WHOA!"haha..he wasnt long winded so i think everyone liked his talk...and then there were a few boring film shows but i loved the cartoon!!all my fave cartoons were in it...haha..okie getting over excited..then there was the horrible role play so embarrassing man...thank god i managed to get the role of narrator and then i wont have to do anything stupid like shake my head till it is like gonna drop off or smthn...but i think ours turned out better than expected coz it was damn last minute lor...only thing is they ah acting dunno how to face the audience!aiyo...besides that i think we would have done better...and the most annoying thing was the group i was in!they wanted to push all the work to me..then i was like "y me??"and this malay guy who sits like a gay say "full stop" argh...its like so irritating...only the girls there were nice...then i had to sit next to this asshole who kept poking his fren sitting in front of him and making lame jokes..thank god this malay girl keep scolding him...he is bloody irritating lor...i think he was the same ass in my camp feast group..oh speaking of ppl in my camp feast group i saw this other malay guy who was also in my camp feast group and he was still as naughty as in camp always toking alot of crap but i was very shocked when he actually took the initiative to time when we were marching.but after a while he choked so he was like trying to ask his fren to take over...damn funny..oh the staff commanding us was crazy man she command wrongly still dare to scold us..pump us some more..so wad lor..june was very irritated..haha..and then there was the horrible macs food on the first day it was all squashed up and soggy!haiz...and the sir was like acting gay!damn funny he asked the malay guy in my group to go to the front and then keep acting gay towards him then the malay guy so scared..haha..the sir say dun smile and sit up straight but when he turn away he start smiling again..crazy lah these ppl..and the craziest thing was the results!the ma'am was calling out these names and this boy,very bad one,was called so i was like aiya all these ppl fail lah...then my name was called!and i was like oh shit i failed!in the end i passed then the instructors scold and scold coz onli 13 ppl passed...they even wanted all of them to retake the test they took out all the papers alrdy and in the end they bluff us!!!everybody passed!!they act so real can.scold like wad like that.i heard from my seniors they oso kena b4 that means they do this like every year!not sian meh they all...so lame can..oh..and the very bad boy i was saying was so despo!asked for cheryl and my no. and so creepy he noe my name..ewww..obviously i nv give..he so ugly and hair like flower in front!haha..we keep calling him the flower boy!haha..okie thats all for sana course it was actually more fun than i expected!hope can go for more courses!yipee!

damn unlucky day!!!

2004-06-09T19:56:00.000+08:00

DAMN UNLUCKY DAY!!!
as you can tell from the title.this isnt exactly the most wonderful day of my alrdy freaking unlucky life.i had to go all the way to skool juz to get a bloody piece of paper, the class contact list!!!in the pouring rain!!!the path was flooded so being the blur queen that i am.i went to walk on the grass and had my slipper stuck!aint that juz wonderful?argh...then i lifted my leg and off came my slipper!talk about cinderella losing her glass slipper except in this fairy tale there is no prince charming..argh..so i took my slipper up dropped it on the floor and wore it and continued on my painful journey to skool...i walked further up and waited till i could cross the road when this public bus zoomed pass and splashed water all over me!!!oh how sweet life is...so i took the damn bus to skool and took the damn paper from juraimy and before that damn karib asked y i wasnt in skool uniform?im cominng to get a piece of paper and off i will go!!!u mean i have to change into my skool uniform go to skool for 5 mins take the paper and go home and change again??!!!wad is this world coming to??!!haiz...and all that for wad???becoz some gay guy had to come and swear at us so much that we r on the papers!!and so i had to go to skool and take the contact list to inform the whole class to go to some meeting that i wont even be at!!!oh wad a wonderful world it is...and speaking of the papers..i think they totally exaggerated lor..we didnt go wild...and they had to blow up the matter!!!haiz...seriously,the guy shouldnt have scolded us vulgarities rite?!!!if he was that "educated" to go to his college then he should be educated enough to know that he should not be bickering like a bloody woman with skool girls in a public place!!haiz...no point toking about such a low class person who caused so much trouble for me the girls and the skool!!!oh well...trying ~*smiles*~

2004-06-09T10:57:00.000+08:00

good morning!or at least while im typing this.anyways,today is gonna be another boring day on the computer!weh...yup..yesterday i made a blog of my very own!this blog!WOW!!!haha..and this sarita dun wanna teach me stuff about the blog!dun friend her alrdy man..U HEAR THAT PIG!!!kidding lah..lets talk about monday!it was horrible!!early morning at 9 plus must wake up and get ready to go and meet my two seniors teri and puay hoon and june for breakfast at macs.and i thought i was gonna be late!when they msg me and said they were gonna be late and i was alrdy walking to the bus stop!haiz...nvm at least there was june rite?WRONG!she was still at bedok so i was the earliest one there.yup.so waited there for 15mins till teri and puay hoon came and then we went to buy food but there was this reeli creepy guy at the counter.he asking me for my order but his eyeballs were like somewhere else!so i blur lor and didnt noe he was toking to me.and they were just standing there laughing at me!haiz..they seem to be like laughing at me all the time.hmm...then june came and we eat finish then go n meet the rest at the bus stop.alot of ppl didnt come and lucky for them!we went across the damn country only to be asked to sit down and do nothing!haiz...so we sat there and wait until the sir tell us wat to do.then in the end the sir say we can go home!which was like a few hours later!the only other girls skool there was river valley and they went home way earlier then us coz the sir let them!so unfair...oh wells...then went home change and didnt feel like going for some stupid concert later in the evening but aretha nag and so i went which was seriously stupid of me!i went there to see some ppl throw fits!i didnt understand at all lor.they jump here jump there roll here roll there then patting each others back.as if that wasnt enuff!some gay guy come and scold our skool girls!saying that they were too noisy!and when he scold ah all the f**k words all come out man...open close mouth only those words..so shocking!!!then share cab and go home with samantha and kim...wad a horrible day man...one of the worst days of my life?maybe not...anyways thats all!*SmileS*